what shud i do??

what day is today? guess not many people will know what day is it, for ur info, its STPM result released day!! haiz,this afternoon went to school n took,well,result wasn't good,sighed,means i cant get the course i wan ah...now im really confused,whether wait for local University or straight away apply private institute,the reason is im afraid if i wait for local Uni i couldnt get the course i WANT,which is interior architecture n if i apply for private institute,i have to start from Diploma,some of my frens said why from the beginning i wan to choose Form 6..well,the reason is becoz i have no idea what to study,besides,i have finance problem,can't afford to study college... Now,at least better than last year,or worst to worst,get PTPTTN loan lo...haiyo,so confused,dunno shud choose or wait...